@fan_since79 to be perfectly honest with you... you were turning into a really cranky old man. You were becoming the kind of guy, bank tellers try to avoid when you come into a bank by running off to their break when they see you come in the door. The kind of guy, kids cross the street from when they see you on a sidewalk. It's too late for AO, but glad you realized you needed to change your mindset.
It's just baseball. Everything about it is out of our control except how we react to it.